Such an off day.

Today was BIZZARE. That's the best word I can use to describe it. I'm not really sure what is going on in my brain. I had a normal breakfast, normal snack, and lunch. I was super full after lunch too, I felt great. I was up to about 700 calories, right on point. THEN, about an hour after lunch, I starting craving the weirdest things. I wanted goldfish crackers, and like chocolate (NO, it is not that time of the month!) That is why I am treating this like a mystery...
Anyway, so at first I knew it was just a craving, but I could NOT ignore it. So, I had a handful of goldfish to take away the craving, however, it wouldn't go away. I fought it until like 5pm. After consuming 4, yes 4 bottles of water to try to curb my hunger and cravings. I gave in and had some more goldfish, I had cheezits, and a piece of dark chocolate. I'm so mad I could not fight these cravings. They are usually not that strong, so I am just over-all pissed. I had class tonight, so I ate when I got home. I was too tired to make anything, so I settled for a quick turkey sandwhich, cup of chicken noodle soup, and a peice of fruit. With all my little munchies through-out the day my calorie intake is really high, about 1850. I know I am taking this day by day, BUT I am really mad! I want to reach my goals more than anything! Having a day like this just will not do...

I know I am suppose to be positive, but fuck, sometimes this is REALLY hard! It is days like these that will really test a persons will-power to stay in the game. To be honest, I just feel like crying, but I will not, I am just going to go to bed, wake up tomrrow, hit the gym, and just forget today ever happened.