AH!

Alright, where should I start?!

SO, this past week was my head teaching week at school, and I will just cut to the chase.. I fell of the track completely. I was so stressed and overwhelmed food and my workouts where the LAST thing on my mind. I skipped my weigh in to keep my sanity. I thought this was extremely fair. This, being year 3 of my journey, I have not skipped a weigh in yet. I deserved to not worry about it for just one week, right? Also, for the recored, I kicked total ass during my head teaching week. I did great and I am so happy.

Well, that ended this past Friday and I already feel better. I went for a lovely walk/jog yesterday morning, and plan on doing the same this afternoon. I kind of think getting off track was a positive thing. I felt horrible and disgusting and bloated all week from my lack of clean eating. It was a reminder of how truly AWFUL I used to feel. That was the motivation I needed. I am SO happy right now, because in my gut (the shrunken one) I feel it. I know that was the reality check I needed. I feel more motivated than ever to do my best at this.

I am sitting here right now in an adorable summer dress, pretty short I might add, showing off some in much need of a tan skin. I love it. I love that it is warm out and I am not worrying about covering up my body. I love that I am going to walk outside in a few minutes and feel the warmth of the sun on my legs and arms. This is such a great feeling.  I know it sounds silly, but to me, this is all so new.

I am excited for my weigh in on wednesday!