Off.

I am feeling so off track. This is the first time in months I have felt this way. I know exactly why, end of semester stress is here! School is over for me in 10 days. I have a presentation tomorrow, a huge take home test that is basically the essays from hell, and so so so so much still left to do with my online class. I am actually surprised I am feeling this now, usually it starts with still a month to go, therefore I shouldn't complain. However, my off trackness will definitely effect my weigh in this Thursday. This weekend was bad, really bad in terms of my eating. Of course by bad I mean, eating an average of probably 300 extra calories a day, but I know exactly how that will effect me, and it will not be good. I had to expect a bump in the road to come soon, I haven't had one in quite sometime.

Thankfully this will all be over in a week and a half. I am going to try to focus on my weight loss as much as possible. I refuse to fall completely off the wagon. I have some serious goals that mean a lot to me. School is my top priority for only 10 more days. Summer, for me, will finally be here, and I will be able to focus 150% on my weight loss. I cannot put into words how excited and motivated I feel for that. I just need to get through the next 10 days!

I just really hope my weigh in this week is not terrible :(
I just need to move forward. I have 3 full days before it, I can straighten things out by then!