My 18th weigh in today, I cannot believe it- the beginning of all of this feels like it was yesterday. I lost a pound, and I am thrilled. I had a pretty busy weekend. I didn't eat the best, but I have been working out a lot. I really only expected a pound after last weeks 3 pound loss anyway, so I'm very happy.
I am 15.8 pounds away from my 100 pound goal. That is it.
So, here is the deal- I want to lose this last 15 or so pounds so badly by September 1st. I am going to be so busy with school after that date I want to be at a place that I am comfortable with either maintaining or only losing a pound a week. September 1st is 10 weeks away. The first 9 weeks of my 18 weeks so far I lost 14.8 pounds, my second 9 weeks, 16 pounds. I have to pull this off. I can clearly do it, considering my pounds lost in my first two 9 week blocks. This would mean the world to me. Just thinking about that moment when I do lose the 100 already gets me choked up. It will be the happiest moment of my life so far. It will literally change me.
I have never been so motivated then I am now. I have so much free time and I will devote every second of my free time to my weight loss. In the bigger picture 15 pounds is such a small number, but right now, it feels like 1,000 pounds standing in my way.
Absolutely no more screw ups, no more bullshitting. I need to do this.
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